Everything is going well again, I was afraid for a moment there.
I have a great new house with amazing roommates, work is going well, and my heart is happy because of her.
I made a huge mistake, and the consequences were devastating. But I’m learning to open myself up again and hopefully make great memories with someone worthy.
I think I love someone, and then you show up and you’re just perfect.. Our forbidden kiss in that bar bathroom last night has me thinking.. And I feel horrible for this attraction to you..
I have to stop being so hard on myself and realize that I’m young! I’m supposed to date different people, fall in love and have my heart broke over and over. I’m supposed to experience these strong feelings and situations.
All I know is that I can’t wait for tomorrow.. I just hope I’m not doing something wrong.